Listening to: the wind through the trees.
Watching: my dogs sleep.
Drinking: water-no more Booze for me...
Last Monday i got out of rehab...as of today i'm 46 days clean. i'm really proud of myself; i haven't been clean this long since i was about 8-ish/9.
i feel like i've been re-born, i'm starting a whole new life! i've been hiding in this dark "rabbit hole" for 9 years. i'm 18years old with the emotional capacity of a 10year-old! it's the first time i'm dealing with anything/everything!
For the first time, since Bunny's passing, i'm having to actually deal with it and as much as it suchs to go through these emotions, i know it's helping. And i'm even dealing with the trauma's my SpermDoner[my "father"] put me through-also for the first time.
...i could go on and on about the changes i've gone through in the past 46days, but it'd probly only be interesting to me; so i'll shut up and go back to taking pictures...